Where we come from…
first, we must inform you that we reside on planet MFing earth! And so proudto be a part of this beatiful train wreck! We have seen great adversity and great beauty reserved for only those that are willing to open their eyes, and their conscious AWARENESS to the depths of the great being that resides in the THUMB-SIZED flame encased in the heart. We have seen THE loss of innocent beings that did not deserve their fates. We have witnessed “evil” beings RECEIVE gifts that they did not “deserve”. We have been able to witness to the great love across the ages that allows our grandparents to remain in love and understanding of one another, and the abusive energies that take the NATURAL innocence from children and women. We know that men are at the root of the abuse of power. If you DON'T see this, you should probably step away from your distractions and identify what STIMULUS led you here. if history is not able to offer insights into our current predicaments, there is NO use for its existence. Where we come from is a state of understanding that men have might, and no matter where you come from, that means power. Power means the ability to instill fear in others less powerful or capable of believing in their capabilities. That fear means control. Witness control of the world from a place of ego right fucking now…Let us define ego from where we sit. The ego is the separation from humility. Humility is the ability to know your place in the world, to remain right or appropriately sized amongst all the other beings and gods from which we were given every opportunity to be here with all that exists in our reality TUNNELS- AND outside of those tunnels that we cannot comprehend yet.
On a completely different note, we want to share that as we formulate this text, we are listening to Tupac Shakur. Pac was able to embody the heart of a lion and demonstrated the ability to remain humble in his endeavors to free himself and his people with the CURRICULUM he was given to work with, and we love him for it. His art makes us rise up from the depths of our individuality and cry from the pain of knowing the struggle of the streets. We are like members from a train wreck, bruised and battered but not broken. and right now we know what needs to happen next. We must help others get off the train. Ghandi said you can’t stay neutral on a moving train…what about on a wrecked one?! I’ll leave that up to you to decide. Remember choosing not to act is a choice in and of itself. We will say this. If something is feeling like a train about to crash or like a train crash, would you not want to make a wise decision about how to handle it? Would you not want to just stay there and wait to see what happens?!
We come from broken homes. Homes riddled with traumas, Big T trauma, and little T traumas. Some with father, some without, some with abusive fathers who we wish had left no doubt. We understand pain and suffering. We understand what it’s like to spend long periods of time searching for something outside of ourselves to soothe the undeniable pain when we had a moment where we WEREN'T lost in distracting ourselves. Many of us have sought refuge in religion and in systems that are misguided, the facts are becoming clearer and clearer with the gnosis that transpires. AI is a BEAUTIFUL tool for finding truth, but it can be manipulated, unlike our hearts. In ancient texts, there is a saying, ehipasakho, it translates to “come and see for yourself”. If you consider yourself a brave, courageous being, or your just curious about whats really available to you, we recommend this: learn how to access the self awareness to Explore everything, do not get lost in others ideas, do not get lost in addictions to more or to the ego structures that dictate the suffering of most of the world.
We come from religion and we come from the streets, we come from where the true gods meet. We are the ones who felt through the trauma and sat with the self. We found something worth fighting for and we’re not willing to leave it on a shelf. The consciousness of our being will not allow us to sit around and mope when THERE ARE fields to plow. They say we search for greener pastures, i say wherever we are willing to dig deep and water is what we’re actually after. So do away from momentary pleasure, find solace in your self wherever you are, and no matter the weather. Some call this a blog, i call this art, for the medium of which we search to write our lives can only be found in the heart. From this place of knowing we know, not that which tells of stories rooted in ego glows. Understand the the tyrants don’t have poems that move us to deep tears of sorrow and gratitude. They have money and power and they believe thats what we’re after. Lets prove them wrong and walk away with loving laughter. May the gods have mercy on their souls, for we know the truth of when the bell tolls.
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